so , you see .. My brother Brandon is going to PI next month for the next 4 years to become a Minister. You have no idea how messed up i feel inside right now. Im such a mess .. i havent really talked to him about any of this bcuhs i hate seeing him cry . you dont understand.. he always made me laugh , he always made me MAD, but one thing is.. i could never stay mad at him. he is one of the strongest people i know. he stands up for himself, & he stands up for his sibs. i seriously dont know what im going to do without him here.. four years ? i could barely stand being away for one week ! wthell .. this is such a blessing , but on the other hand .. im losing one of the most important people in my life .. i lovee you Nanong Brandon, goodluck in PI . pray for me, im sorrry for everything. tooo bad i dont have the guts to say this alll to your face .. i’d just break down, i’ll misss you & i know everyone else willl too . <333

-love you , always & forever bruh bruh .